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waveseer

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  1. You have a beautiful soul KG.
  2. I had a dream about you last night (or maybe it was this morning). Anyway, what I remember most was what you said when you were speaking directly from your heart. You said about our former relationship, "I was playing with you and I was not playing with you." I understand how that could be the truth as you see it, but I see it differently and always will. You were playing with me and I will never trust you again.
  3. you know the woman I mean the one who wanted to hold you listen to your heart beat with her ear on your chest she boldly showed herself to you reserving no thought nor feeling confiding her secrets softly sharing thoughts unfiltered you explored yourselves together learning yearnings previously unknown without judgment or self-consciousness opening hidden doors in dark corridors then the sun rose so fast both were blinded by the midday light confusion abounded and grew like night creatures both scurried away there is no use for her now self discovery sucks without you so find her on your doorstep keep her, she belongs to you
  4. when it comes to living in today..I do my best when I feel tired, sick and lonely..I do my best when progress is barely perceptible..I do my best when I'm on top of the world..I do my best when there's a need I can fulfill..I do my best when I'm feeling surrounded by adversity..I do my best when good fortune smiles upon me..I do my best when I'm feeling good for nothing..I do my best when my positive energy is soaring..I do my best when I don't know where I am..I do my best when I am inspired and confident..I do my best when the day is dreary and gray..I do my best when everything goes wrong..I do my best when I wonder what to do..I do my best when I question my choices..I remember I've done my best
  5. Thanks, Capricorn! Part of me feels like I had to heal so I could write this poem. lol
  6. Thank you, trezz, I think I can feel some of my rougher edges being smoothed like a rock in the river of life.
  7. We search our broken hearts We search our broken minds We finally search the internet And it's ena we find We read and read In wonderment we stare and stare We hardly believe there's a place like this Could it be true that people care? The pressure builds inside us We wonder what to do We want to heal our wounds Will they care for me too? At last the pain increases To be greater than the fear And we pour out our hearts Hoping someone will be here A response or two is all it takes To make us feel renewed Each person that relates Lifts our spirits and our mood We swear our case is different Our love was like no other We'll feel this way for good We're sure we can't recover Encouragement is offered We're sure no difference will it make We accept it when we can Our hearts feel skewered with a stake We do everything we can think of To convince ourselves there's hope Of reconciling with our exes Beyond every shadow of a doubt We try all sorts of tactics None of which will work We bargain, pray, and stay away Hoping for a miracle At last we admit we're beaten Things didn't turn out as we wished Ready to begin recovering Exhausted from exerting our last ditch We want to feel better We want to feel well We want to be happy But uncertain that we will We take the NC challenge We fight it tooth and nail We wrestle with our demons Locking ourselves in personal jail Now we start contributing To others and their needs We reach out to the newcomers And feel our spirits rise One day when we're not looking An ex-free hour of thought goes by Did that really just happen to me? I may just be all right! And so it goes on ena Round and round and round Do stop in when your happy Let your cheer abound Remember when you're well again That you were once so sad And bring to us your method Honoring us with hope freely shared
  8. To all those who are hurting, tomorrow will be here soon Bringing with it the possibilities of a whole new day To all those who are lonely, here we have each other No longer struggling by ourselves but helping and growing To all those who are tired, peaceful slumber in a warm bed So when you awaken you'll be face the day refreshed To all those who are feeling ill, be well or better Someone cares about your affliction and hopes you'll be alright To all those who are happy, store this memory away For the times you need to use it to brighten a bad day To all those who are present, thanks for stopping in I send you each my warmest smile and hug, goodnight
  9. It does help me heal, very much I think. Sometimes I am releasing emotion, sometimes it's a chronicle, and others a memory. They just ooze out as I type them. I've learned not to edit, merely submit. lol
  10. You're welcome, Spondence, once I got over my fear of criticism and started posting poems as they come life got better for me.
  11. Thanks, CrazyAD, I'm so glad someone else enjoys the stuff that spills out of my head. lol
  12. both of us made promises we wanted to keep but both of us broke them wanting to weep both of us made declarations of how much we cared but both of us acted like we were scared both of us made the other one happy but both of us treated the other one crappy both of us felt some very strong feelings but both of us from them were caught reeling both of us gave it our best shot but both of us jumped when the fire got too hot both of us intended to learn from the other but both of us realized together we'd smother both of us wished for a different ending but both of us were relieved of pretending both of us made a choice to let go but both of us have used the experience to grow
  13. I used to get terrible headaches. I still don't know why they started and why they ended. It was for about a year that I had them on and off. Now they just don't come anymore. I didn't ever throw up though, so you definitely have something going on different than I did. Morphine is great stuff when you need it. I hope you can find some answers that lead to an effective treatment for the root cause.
  14. Yes, I find biofeedback, visualization, and meditation to be very similar in the sense that they are all based on directing your thoughts to effect your feelings.
  15. I am thinking that some sort of meditation when you begin to feel the warning signs that a headache is starting to help you relax even though you're in pain could possibly help you shorten the duration of your suffering.
  16. How about when it's over? Does your blood pressure return to normal levels?
  17. How's your blood pressure? Does it happen more when it's high or low?
  18. that you weren't so into me that you'd grown indifferent that you toyed with my feelings that you enjoyed having control that you wanted to be different that you were paralyzed by fear that you wanted to feel more that you felt you were pretending that you would never feel secure that you would never take a chance that you would leave me if you could that you saw me as dependent that you saw me as weak that you saw me as emotional that you saw me as disposable that I was wholly into you that I would always be responsive that I wanted to be vulnerable that I only wanted love that I wanted your sincerity that I wanted freedom for you that I wanted your honesty that I wanted to be your confidant that I accepted you completely that I wouldn't have let you down that I would have let you go that I am my own woman that I choose whom I love that I am able to show my feelings that I don't play second fiddle
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