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Never, ever settle for being a Plan B. You are a prize, remember that

I'm doing much better this week than the previous 2 weeks since I've initiated NC. Been going to the gym for myself, sticking to my new routine, been going out w/ old friends more and hanging out w/ my family more too. Took up a couple new hobbies, been reading more books these days and hopefully will be able to get around to do something I've always wanted to do... learn to ride a motorcycle Have had more good days vs. bad days lately, it was so tough but I had force my mindset to not give up but to say, "She's gone and doing her own thing, you need to do the same. You - first, anyone else - second. If she comes back then great, deal with it at that time. Right now, deal with bettering yourself for YOU and you only." I still miss her so much and I really want to hear her voice... I'm just not ready to talk to her unless it's about us. And if she does reach, I want a lot of things cleared up before we even begin to think about starting a new relationship.

Day 11 for me. Tomorrow will be the one month mark from when she dumped me. I first went into NC after the first week but she called me a couple times the following week. I put complete NC into place on the 18th and we haven't contacted each other since. I'm making good progress in getting myself back together but I still miss her a lot