Well I hope its not too late I didn't realize how old this forum is.
I accidentally ran into her yesterday so I'll count today as day 1. I didn't contact her in any way. I'm feeling really down, not only because she left me but because the person I fell in love with is not herself anymore. And its just the pain of not knowing what could have been. However I went to all classes and I went to the boys and girls club to start volunteering.