UltimateX

This is day one for me again. I sent her a final letter explaining my feelings and how I am respecting her decision. I'm going to make it this time. I hate these setbacks ](*,) X

I'm in! Day 1! Got crushed yesterday by the ex. We had been talking and to be honest doing quite well after she called me out of the blue last week. We had been broken up for about a month prior. She told me after she called that she missed and loved me and that she felt as though she was losing her best friend. Then Wednesday she got news of her grandmother dying, made a trip back to Maryland, came back last night and then.... BAM!!! She drops the bomb on me telling me she just can't do this stating that that she probably should not have called me in the first place. I was completely supportive all week for her during this rough time. I just don't get it. Now I need to concentrate on me again. I will be stronger in the months coming. I just need to get through this early part. X