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  • Birthday 07/25/1980

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  1. I appreciate the kind words, but I really do feel hopeless most of the time. I don't feel that there is much good that can come out of my continued existence.
  2. Seems like forcing himself upon you would make him more than a jerk. I'm pretty desperate to get laid, but I would never ever even consider something like that.
  3. Yes, not all girls are psycho. Just the ones that are interested in me. I have really bad luck when it comes to romance. It's either: 1. A crazy, schizophrenic girl who sleeps around a lot 2. A really nice, kindhearted girl who lives 600 miles away and wants to settle down much, much sooner than I do. 3. Girls that I'm just not interested in or have nothing in common with and couldn't see myself being with The girls that I like and I'm dying to get to know better are always unavailable in some way. Or just aren't interested in me like this girl I asked out a while back. That's just the way it is. There's always an obstacle. Of course, right now I'm really not looking for a relationship. Even though it's been six years, I'm still not sure if I'm ready. I don't want to get married any time soon. I mean, not even within the next decade. I just want something casual. I want to take things very slowly. Maybe too slowly for most girls... I don't know. I wish I could help in some way. I really really hate to see other people suffering. I'm kind of empathetic in some ways and I often wish that I could bear some of other people's burdens. I hate feeling powerless. One thing that depresses me so is all the suffering in the world. I wish I could make it go away. Oh dear. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I thought that perhaps sex might be a helpful distraction.... but that doesn't seem to be the case. I'm really sorry to hear that. I really hate violent abusive men.
  4. Yeah it would be nice to not have to deal with a lot of things, but then again it seems to me that that's what life is: dealing with stuff. Making the best of bad situations. Finding the silver lining, etc.
  5. I feel okay today. I had a pretty decent day. I'm not feeling too bad right now. I'm just trying to relax and keep occupied. Keep the stress down, keep the anger down, keep the sadness down. One day at a time is how I do it. I haven't seen many independent movies lately. What I watch depends greatly on what I'm in the mood for and I've been watching a lot of horror lately. Right now, I'm watching The Bad Seed from 1956, about a little girl who is a psycho killer. Good stuff. I think I'm pretty unattractive. Well sometimes I think I look okay, other times I cringe when I look in the mirror. I did manage to get a pretty hot girl once. The first (and last) girlfriend I ever had. She was very hot. I don't know what she saw in me. Of course, she turned out to be a complete psycho, but what can you do? So how are you?? Your situation seems to be a whole lot worse than mine. I don't know how I would make it. Are you okay? Keeping positive? Getting laid?
  6. Well, I'm not exactly in distress at the moment. It comes and goes, you know...
  7. Ohh, you mean the 1990 remake? I've seen that but it's been a long time. I love the original 1968 movie but I've only seen the remake once. I have not seen Who the F is Jackson Pollock, but the video store I work at has it. I will take a look at it.
  8. Netflix has a wealth of cult cinema, that's where I get a lot of mine. I actually don't know the source of that quote, no.
  9. I used to take Wellbutrin, about 6 years ago. I can't say that I ever noticed any difference in my mood. A little bit of everything. But I'm really into non-mainstream stuff like independent, cult, experimental. I'm a cult afficionado. Anything that's referred to as a "cult classic", I'm probably a fan of. I love cheesy trashy B-movies especially from the 70s and 80s. That's one of my biggest passions. Movies that most people have never heard of and would probably never watch. That makes it kind of difficult to chat with others about my interests. There are very few people that I can talk about cult movies with. I'm really excited right now because there's a new Troma movie about to come out, (link removed) but when I tell other people about it nobody knows what I'm talking about. If I tell them about it, they just give me a weird confused look. Fortunately, there are plenty of mainstream movies that I love than I can also talk about. Anyways.... yeah.... I'm just kind of an odd person.
  10. I'm okay. I just feel kind of apathetic. I don't care about anything. The only thing that gives me any joy is watching movies.
  11. Feeling suicidal again. I really wish I could just die of natural causes. Why don't I come down with some terminal illness? Why don't I get murdered? Anytime I hear about someone dying in an accident or being murdered, I think to myself: Why them? Why not me? Why does someone who (presumably) wants to live, have to die? And someone who wishes for death has to keep on living. What I would really love is to suffer a massive head injury and spend my life comatose. Technically, I wouldn't be dead, yet I wouldn't have to live either. However, there's no surefire way to put yourself into a coma that I'm aware of. Either that or I'd like to be completely insane and institutionalized. I'd have voices to keep me company. I'm so tired of life. I wish it would just end. Sigh. Why do I feel the need to stay alive???
  12. Thanks for the comments, System Crash. I appreciate the input and will take your words into consideration.
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