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Day 18.. Went away this weekend but still caught myself thinking about her. I want to contact her so bad, but I know I shouldn't. I wish there were a fast forward button
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Day 15.. Going to richmond for the weekend. Hopefully my mind wont be on her
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Day 14 Bittersweet day for me. Made it to two weeks but after today it will be the longest we have never talked to each other since I met her 8 years ago. Kinda sad
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Day 13.. Slept great. But when I went back to sleep again I dreamt of her and I broke NC. Thank god I woke up and realized that I didn't do that.
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Day 12. Still miss her but finally exercised and had a good time last night. I will b playing bball again tonight.
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Day 11 Still thinking of her, but a little less today. Let's hope it continues this way.
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Day 10.. I am proud that ive gone this long without breaking. I dont plan on breaking either but the pain in my heart sometimes is just so unbearable. Today is one of those days where I just want to crawl up in a hole. I dont know what it is about today, but this is the first day where I feel like crying
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Day 9.. Pretty proud of myself for making it this long. The longest ive ever made it was 13 days and that was when she broke NC. I do hope for a break in NC since I do miss her, but I will not be the one to break it. She was the one that didnt want me around anymore after all.
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day 8 My heart is broken.. Still miss her.
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Day 7.. (started at 3pm on 6/3) Just been hanging out with family trying to not be alone right now. I miss her very much still but I don't plan on talking to her until she contacts me and it's for a valid reason.
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Day 6 Still feeling the initial pain from the breakup. I do miss her dearly, but right now I know that this is the best thing for me to do if I want to heal.
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Day 5.. I felt really strong last night n I told myself that I wouldn't let this get to me anymore but when I woke up I find that I still feel the same. Here's to another day..
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Day 4.. Still waking up and thinking of her non stop. Just wish i knew how she was feeling and if she is thinking about me
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Day 3.. Still thinking about her every second of the day unfortunately. When I wake up in the morning I cant go back to sleep because I have her in my thoughts. Even last night when I went out clubbing once I sobered up, she was in my head..
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Broke NC after just 2 days..I kno I am weak. I saw her today and we basically said our goodbyes and she left my house at 4 pm. So from 4pm on its DAY 1 Wish me luck guys, im really going to need it. Anyone that wants to talk to me please PM me. The more people to talk to the better
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How can I move on when I feel in my heart that this girl is the 1 for me? Theres just something about her that makes me feel like no matter what happens, everything will work itself out between us..
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Day 2 of NC Feeling really crappy today. I am doing all the right things since I have been through this before. I am hanging out with friends, trying to get myself out of the house but still I feel so much pain that I dont know what to do. I miss her so much and I want to contact her so badly but I know I shouldnt. Even right now she is all I can think about. She was my bestfriend and we talked all the time. Now to have to ACT like she doesnt exist is just weird to me. I hope this starts to get better because I cant take much more I just wish I knew how she was feeling..
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Day 1 I feel pretty hurt still because I have no answers to my questions but I have been through this before and I will make it once again. I did check her facebook today which hurt, but i swear that it will be the last time. This has been a hard day though. Today 7 years ago was our first date that we ever had together so its been a tough one.