It's been 2 months since I broke up with you, 40 days since I emailed you last, 32 days since you last wrote me, and 11 days since I decided to stop checking your blog and social media profiles. Your mom has even stopped checking up on me.
I've been hitting the gym and throwing myself into my work. Keeping busy. But when the weekends come around, I feel like I'm back to square one. I still miss you. I still love you. I want to be with you again. But I know I made the right decision. As long as you can't be upfront with me, and open up to me, and create that intimacy with me, it can't work between us. You have too many secrets and you're hiding behind too many walls.
You have so much to figure out for yourself, and so much work to do. I hope you're doing it.