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  1. Fireman Sam
    Your right.... I use this board to vent......
  2. Fireman Sam
    What I really don't understand is that she moved out of our home with only her clothes. I have always...and still am managing all our finances...mutual funds, brokerage accounts, etc. Why does she trust me to not restructure the finances so that they would be more benificial to me in this does really go south?? Surely she isn't taking it for granted that I will play fair?? If I determine that she is never going to come home...I think my game plan might drastically change.
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    Silly boy.....I called her and now feel like crap. Back to day 1 again. What pisses me off is that I am treated with less friendliness then she would treat a professional associate on the phone. I have never ever gotten angry with her in 11 years.....but boy am I close to really losing it. That would scare the * * * * out of her......but probably get me a restraining order.
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    I feel dead inside. I have virtually no friends here. I'm sure all our old circle have rallied around her since they probably think I'm the stronger one of us and I'll pull through without needing any help from anyone. I'm no longer a participant in life.....I feel like a spectator watching everyone else go about their business.....lonely. I don't want to have to spend years getting to know a new partner again. This just sucks.....never thought it would happen to me.
  5. Fireman Sam
    This is day 2 since I sent her a quick e-mail letting her know I've left my paycheck on the table for her to pickup whenever she gets a chance. Yesterday was fine...kept myself busy. Today, I picked up the phone and tried to call her at work to ask her to come over for coffee. She wasn't there...so I just hung up. I'm glad she wasn't there to answer. I managed 8 days of NC last week before I broke down and called her. We met for dinner. It was a fun evening and left on good terms. I am a weakling when it comes to NC.
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