desi1987

A huge argument. Said things I absolutely meant at the time..now not so much. She hung up..technically tho thats the last time we spoke on the phone which was 3 months ago. I texted her and asked if she was in love with the rebound..she said yes. That was 2 months ago. Since then she wrote me a message in myspace wishing me luck in school. I responded politely. Today made a month ago. So after before each period of NC thats what occurred.

Wow..tomorrow will be 1 month of no contact..no texts/phone calls/emails/nothing.. We've been broken up for over 2 months..the last month wasnt nearly as hard as I thought it would be. Not nearly as tempted to call or contact her. BUT the last few days have been rough. I find myself thinkin about her all the time..wanting to hear her voice...it kind of came out of nowhere.

DAY 2 Well today would have been a wk before she contacted me wed..sigh. I talked to her wed..txted/emailed her thursaday..no contact at all fri...soo today makes DAY 2: its so hard and i dont know how i will make it sometimes..sigh but i just take it day by day.