johntrin

Everyone tries to find their own purpose and you should still do some searching. If you still cannot find any purpose, then my advice is to get away from it all. Travel around the world; go on an adventure. Do things you've always wanted to do but were never able to do for whatever reasons. If you're going to end your life, you might as well make the last days of your life the best ones. You have nothing to lose. If you're worried about your mother, you shouldn't be. If you end your life, you won't be around to feel the guilt of it. It sounds harsh but it's true. She shouldn't make you feel imprisoned by guilt. Hope this helps.