pumpkinmoon

I'm not a religious person at all, I have my own beliefs but I really fail to see why religion seems to cause so many problems in relationships.

I'm not sure if I believe in god or not, but it wouldn't bother me being with someone who believed or not. Maybe it is because I am not religious that is the reason for why I just don't get it, but if there is a God, then we are all God's children right?

Sorry to hear things didn't work out but it's great that you found someone more suitable for you now and you are happy

I would be scared too. Do you think this has come about just because you saw the TV show and you think it's now time or do you just feel ready and feel that it's right. If you think he would say yes then go for it.

Call me old fashioned but another reason I wouldn't do it apart from being scared is that I would want him to do it to see what kind of romantic way he would come up with to do it.

Im in NC but Im not even counting the days, I'm just doing it till i feel better about everything

I believe I am for the time being

Day 6.

 

So lonely. Miss his cuddles.

me too soooooooo horrible

Likewise! But I'm at uni so I'm used to it. If my liver could type and had emotions I'm sure it'd be posting on ENA talking about how hurt it is on a regular basis.

 

haha sometimes I feel my liver will just fall out one day lol

Day 2

 

Hungover. I went out last night and met three (yes three) girls. Does that make me a player?

 

It's amazing what happens when you are not looking for things.

I went out last night too, got so drunk, I cant remember half of the night. Dont feel too badly hungover though, getting used to it now lol

Mustang,

you have a very good attitude towards it. I'm sure she is thinkg at least some if not all of those things. I also think now that it is up to my ex. I cant play games anymore because it's exhausting.

yeah i know how that feels. When i first sent a text to mine i wasnt expecting a reply, i knew i'd get one but i was checking the phone all the time

why did I have to have such a damn bad day??????? screwed myself royally.

we all get them, dont be too hard on youself just go back to NC now and you will be fine. To be honest, I dont think I would respond to a text like that as I dont think I would know what to say so dont let it get you down if he doesnt reply x

well I think you are very string not to respond to that good text though. Makes out that u didnt know u poked her in a good way lol

I'm sorry but there is nothing you can do now it is sent. If he answers dont reply xx

ah the poke?

I feel off the wagon.

 

off the wagon?

day 10; 35 days to go

 

I am noticing that my confidence is starting to increase other than that nothing much. Feel good

If you mean 35 days til you make contact again think very carefully about it

Ok well its day 1 i suppose. Having a very bad today today, after LC for a week he sent quite a few texts yesterday and in his last one asked how my day was going, I answered and I have heard nothing since. I cant understand whats going on really.

Cant contact him thought unless he contacts me and if he hasnt contacted in a few days then I'm going to send a text asking for my things i think

And what a minger he is

ok sign me up, not contacting him unless he contacts me first

Yeah maybe but she might not appreciate you just giving her stuff to a friend. You could leave it a little longer and then text about her things when you feel ready to?

Maybe text her to ask if she wants to collect them?

yeah I know Thing that bugs me about commitment issues is that they're gonna have to commit someday otherwise they're gonna end up alone!!!

You dont want him back though do you litgirl? Think I remember u saying this once

I think its fine if it was just to get ur things, not like you contacted because of weakness

ah i see, silly me lol