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  1. Have You ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Have You ever felt like crying But Knew you'd get no where? Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer? Have you ever looked into their hearts And wished that you were there? Have you ever felt their heartbeat, When the lights were turned down low? Have you ever whispered 'God, I love You' But you'll never let me show? Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price you pay is high. If I could choose between Love and Death, I'd rather choose to die. So do not fall in love, my friend, It doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all the time. So do not fall in love, my friend, You'll hurt before it's through. I ought to know this truth, my friend - I fell in love with you.
  2. Faces, Pushed into the rain, Broken, Full of empty shame, Waiting, For a person to complete, Alone, Walking on this street, Confidence, An empty shell of a man, Battered, Hit as often as she can, Deserving, Of this beat down he sees, Thinking, Please take me on the breeze, Suffering, From this lack of life, Desperate, To away from the strife, Hungry, To stop these bleeds, Obviously, A new life he needs, Searching, For a flight to climb upon, A Lifeboat, From this thing he did wrong.
  3. So Long, BB One year on, times had changed, Why must you have still been here? Infrequent contact, saying get lost, Wasn't telling you often that clear? It's funny our final meeting took place, Quite by the hand of chance, In the place it started just Easter last, Where we began this dance, So "So Long, BB" was all I could muster, I think you finally agreed, That apart we are better than the whole, Like Sam, now maybe you'll see, But I hope you know as we go on, Maybe friends but more likely not, That I thank you for your importance to me, You taught me such a lot. Dedicated to a lost love - "BB"
  4. If I didnt know better I'd say the OP was more an advertisment then anything else..
  5. Ive wrote some very self loathing and vengeful poems in my life, especially during my depression earlier this year, but they were private and no one will ever read them as I don't feel that way anymore. I would urge people to think through this, because to write dark words you have to be in a dark place.
  6. Redefining the boundaries, Of what it means to be whole, This women completes my life so much, Like she's the lost half of my soul, She'll probably never return this, Frankness may scare her away, Heres hoping that's not the case, however, I want her now to stay, Walking through the troubled times, That women by my side, Marriage, kids, the whole nine yards, A family would be my pride, Growing older together each day, Love with-standing all the tests, To hold her forever in my arms, Will bleed out all the stress, And if saying it makes me corny, who cares? Because in this my words are true, If I had to choose my one right now, B, it would be you....
  7. Listening to you on this phone, Telling me what you've done, Needing the solace of anothers' voice, As you reach the end of your run, It might be what I volunteered for, That dosent mean I won't mourn you, The fact we've never met in person, Dosent make your death less true, Ragged breathing growing raspy and weak, You're sensing the ending near, Why didn't you call and talk to us, When you were thinking clear? Instead leaving it 'till far too late, To tell us that you're blue, It make's me cry, I'm human also, And it'll kill your family too. Dedicated to my friends and colleagues.
  8. Now that me laugh! Seriously though, thanks guys..
  9. How do I tell her, What I need to say, And what she means to me, How do I tell her, She caused me to be better, That my heart leaps for her, And shes already saved me, How do I tell her, She is the most beautiful women, I ever have or ever will see, Or that she is my all, How do I tell her, She can do anything, And already is everything, In my eyes, How do I tell her, All I ever want, Is to be hers, and her mine, To be a family. How do I tell her, I'd kill for her smile, Or die to save her, That all I want is her happiness, How do I tell her, How do I make it clear, How do I step in front of her, And tell her... That I love her, just as she is.....
  10. Lifeboat Faces, Pushed into the rain, Broken, Full of empty shame, Waiting, For a person to complete, Alone, Walking on this street, Confidence, An empty shell of a man, Battered, Hit as often as she can, Deserving, Of this beat down he sees, Thinking, Please take me on the breeze, Suffering, From this lack of life, Desperate, To away from the strife, Hungry, To stop these bleeds, Obviously, A new life he needs, Searching, For a light to climb upon, A, Lifeboat, From this thing he did wrong. ------------------------------------------------------------------- These Empty Streets People say appreciate little things, Learn again to be single, Get to know new people and love, Take time to go and mingle, But people seem a shade of grey, As does all of my life, I can't imagine anyone else, Being my partner or my wife, The sky seems somehow duller, A misty reflection of murk, The lonely, broken and ruined soul, I walk alone and lurk, The wind blows through these empty streets, And chills my bones to the core, It's at this point I need to see the future, To know whats really in store, So I hope for the soon return of the colour, And the reason for keeping my life, Because it's not about you and me in the end, I don't really need a wife.
  11. You're not going, It hurts, I'll never be with you again, I cry, I want to see you, So much, But I never will, Goodbye, Sit here alone, Crying, Making me better, No one, I want to die, Soon, Feeling oh so empty, Numb, Dying inside, Slowly, Thoughts overtake me, Deadly, Alone forever, Obviously, Over you I feel, Broken. 15/08/08
  12. Very good, emotionally strong piece another. I do think it might need a suicide warning in the title though.
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