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  1. littlej
    Day whatever, and I feel great. I have sort of an I don't care attitude. I hope it stays!!
  2. littlej
    Not a good night at all. Day 37 I think. My ex and her man threw a cocktail hour last night at some bar and a lot of people were invited from work. Of course I did not go. This summer is going to suck.
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    Day i dont know 35 i think. But I feel great. I hope it lasts all day. Came to a lot of realizations lately. I no longer feel like it was all my fault. A few weeks ago I did and I beat myself up about it. I am a much better person than my ex and her man because I spent all this time working on myself and it shows. I am on top of my game and if she were to see me now she would see obvious changes. But she does not deserve them. I think she is starting to realize the error she made because she contacts me now. I still get excited when she does so but play it cool and dont respond/ answer.
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    Day 34 feelin good, she emailed but I didn't open it (yet). I will not be responding, I came too far to get set back.
  6. littlej
    Better today. I slept the whole night which has been rare since the breakup. I am actually letting go somewhat. This is day 33 btw. Just hit me that's a long time. Maybe she is starting to forget about me. Who knows things are probably swell with her man. She didn't even give it a week before going back to him. Rebound? Maybe. not my concern anymore...
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    I just want to get over her already.. This is terrible, day 31 just started to take a nose dive. I dont want her BS anymore but I can't move on. This sucks.
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    Day 31. Not feeling special or magical just a little bit better. Have no intention of contacting her. Just continuing down the current road, just want to see where it leads. Who knows.
  10. littlej
    Can i just get over this girl already? I know she is not right for me but the feelings are still there. I am not picking up the phone when/ if she calls. The girl of my dreams would not treat me like she did. When she realizes that things wont work with her ex then what? Me again, i dont think so. How can people do some of the things they do and hold their head up high? I would feel horrible.
  11. littlej
    today was so so. I missed her at times its not as bad but i still want her by my side.
  12. littlej
    You'll be ok soon. I started the challenge and it has been a rollercoaster but I'm feeling fine now. You will be too...
  13. littlej
    I am fighting NC hard right now. This is the toughest it has ever been...
  14. littlej
    Well this is her ex so it is not that new andI have not heard anything solid I just know that if she wanted to move in with me so quickly I know she is doing the same thing to him. She never really got to know me that's the thing that hurts the most. I know I am a 10 times better guy than he is.
  15. littlej
    Today is really bad for me. I didn't sleep last night. I am coming under the realization or possibility that she will move in with the new guy by the end of the summer. I need to continue the NC and heal. I don't think it will last but she may force things just so she won't be alone.
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    Ya know if someone treats me bad I usually can put up a wall and walk away without a scratch but this one cut deep. I thought she would be around a while, like a long while but she left. I keep reminding myself that the next girl will be even better. My current ex won't hold a candle to her (when I meet her).
  17. littlej
    Not going to lie some days I'm crushed especially because I know she is back with her ex. And I have to see him everyday at work. I hold my head high even though it hurts me.
  18. littlej
    Its cool... it will get better I was doing the same thing...
  19. littlej
    Supposed to be day 27 but remember she called me on thursday so I guess I have to start over.
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    Today was really bad for me. The weather here has been beautiful and she and the new man (back with the ex) I'm sure are having a great time. While I'm here with the blues. I feel like day one all over again. She also called me last thursday and we talked for a few. I just wished I knew how she felt. I guess that is the million dollar question.
  22. littlej
    Today was a tough day for me. Whenever I'm down about something I would call her, talk for a minute and everything would just melt away. Gosh I miss that.
  23. littlej
    Her first words were "I didn't think you would pick up the phone" I kept it cool and talked about work she did the same. I talked briefly about my new living conditions likewise she did the same and I told her I had to go. Short and sweet. I will not speak to her again until she calls. She needs to want that not me.
  24. littlej
    Guys its almost like I sensed it. She just called my work phone and I picked up! I kept it real short and told her I had to go to a meeting. Did I do the wrong thing by picking up the phone?
  25. littlej
    21 days, I will not pick up the phone but I would like it if she calls. Just to know that she still thinks about me.
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