1. Brought up by mother and father, but my mother had a greater influence on me. My dad ignored me for the older siblings. He became a greater influence to me and started to listen to everything I had to say after they left the house. I would say my parents' parenting style was "authorative" by the way.
2. Yep, my mom was possessive alright. She wouldn't let me go out play with the kid next door because he was "trouble" and she wouldn't dress me in the latest fashion trends since it might be risqué. She also thought I looked better with a long, crappy haircut and a unibrow back when I was in primary school. I was teased endlessly in school because of those things.
3. Not my oldest sister, but my sister who is 5 years older than me was always the attention seeker. My dad ignored me for her and she always criticized me on lots of stuff.
4. My dad has no friends at all because my mom doesn't let him socialize outside of the house or even spend time alone with himself...it's very sad. On the other hand, my mom has a several friends but she uses them because they can help her around the house and such. I get the impression that she never respects or appreciates them at all; she just keeps them close because they can bill her out of troubling situations.
5. They would never.
I know i'm shy because i'm a wuss. I don't mind admitting that i'm afraid of girls. I can remember being made fun of girls back in kindergarten--which by the way my parents held me back--and I can remember girls snickering with each other after a boy has asked one of htem them out. I also remember that they would soon say nasty and immature things about the boy.
I've been scared of that crap ever since. Till this day, I'm scared of girls and I still have an immature view towards them. To fill the emotional void, I have become addicted to pornography which is made my troubles worse. I let my shyness get th best of me because I quick college due to low self-esteem issues. It's effed up I tell ya and hate myself for it.. My parents and siblings still continue to be very supportive, but they're all i've got. No one outside of my family hasn't show any signs that they reallly cared for me except for this one girl who I got together with once. I ended up breaking her heart and saying nasty things to her because of my insecurities and anger management issues.
Sorry for the rant, Just had to get that off my chest. but that's my reasons I'm shy and I suppose I keep improving myself and get rid of this problem
