Hi I Understand What You Are Saying I Am In Exactly The Same Situation I Am Muslim .look Al I Can Tell You Is That Islam Is Not Just A Church On A Sunday . Islam Is A A Whole Way Of Life And If You Really Do Not Have Islam In Your Heart Believe Me Life Will Be Very Difficult.be Patient Learn The Religion And One Thing At A Time .do Not Let Anyone To Push You Into Anything.it Must Come From You .a Little Advise Your Name Islamically Does Not Have To Be Changed It Only Has To Be Changed If Your Real Name Means Something Not Good Or Against Islam .dont Worry About Your New Family When They See A New Muslim They Tend To Get A Bit Too Exited But The Most Important Thing Is You Must Have Islam In Your Heart For You Not For Them Or Anyone .if You Want To Talk More Post Me
