Tony_TJ_MX

I'm new here, but I've been reading all these posts and it helped me to not contact her. It's been 5 weeks and I have my good days and bad days. The first 4 weeks went by fairly good, but this past week I went out on a date and that was a big mistake, I tried to find my ex in this new girl. So this week I cried a lot. Our breakup was not nice, many factors played a role, mostly external, we had our problems but I dont think they were reason enough for breaking up. We were together for a year and a half, she means the world to me. I know I can live without her, I just don't want to and I keep holding on to this tiny hope. I think she got overwhelmed with life and couldn't handle the relationship. I think i didn't explain myself clearly but I'm such a big mess right now. Tony