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I only had my first real kiss last week. And by real kiss i mean with tongue and with my girlfriend that i love. Not something like a game of truth or dare in the back of a bus. And I knew that i would have an erection as I always get one from her when were touching closely, aka spooning or cuddling or my arm around here. It even happens sometimes when shes just in the room. I wish i had more control, but anyway during our first kiss I went on top of her and she was on her back and everything was fine, but then I ejaculated. This was one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. Although I'm almost 100 percent sure she didn't know I still feel embarrassed. And I really hope this doesn't happen again and i feel like i don't have control over myself. But maybe its because it was the first time we were this close and i was on top of her? Does this happen ever happen to anybody else?