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jettison

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  1. Some day you'll calm down enough to miss me too. They all do. You will too. And when that moment happens, I'll respond how I always respond. "That's nice." It's not about winning or losing. It's about being courageous and treating people well when you don't have to, not when you need to to protect yourself or your ego.
  2. I ignored your contact, and your reach out to me. I forget sometimes why I'm ignoring you at all. I missed you so much while Christmas shopping today because it just made me think of last year together. I know you think about me because you said, "I've been thinking about you," but something keeps preventing me from reciprocating. That something is that night, when you walked up and out of my bed and then out of my life. I could never trust that you wouldn't do that again so I can't ever open myself up to you again. I've had past relationships that felt "perfect". Ours never did. There was always too many ingredients missing, but that never stopped me from loving you as much as anyone before... or as much as anyone to come. The worst part is knowing myself, and knowing that no matter who I meet, a little part of me will always be missing because of you.
  3. I don't accept all of this and you're going to have to snap out of it. Besides, I signed you up as my emergency contact at my yoga studio so we're tied together forever now. Deal with it.
  4. I feel like I'm not even allowed to be angry at you anymore because the truth is that I'm still more in love with an ex before you then I ever was with you. And if I had to choose between you or her? I'd choose her 11 out of 10 times. I would never tell you this though, and that's my problem... It doesn't make me nice. It makes me stupid because it's a lack of emotional honesty. It's my biggest problem, and if I don't find a way to be more emotionally honest then I'll keep putting myself in bad situations and ruining relationships. So even though I prefer her to you, it doesn't mean that I don't love you, don't miss you, and don't admire you. I just know that we weren't as good of a match, and that you didn't know how to thrive in a relationship like she did.
  5. I miss you a lot, but I won't tell you that. Recently, I've hoped that you'll find a new man and get married so that these annoying little dreams in my head will fade sooner, and it will make it easier to let go. And the worst of all of it? You're right... We are a bad couple. I never wanted to admit that. It still hurts though.
  6. Oh my God. I quit MySpace, and I suddenly just realized that I've been tricked into joining "MySpace". I've been Rick-rolled!!!!! Argh!!!!!! <moaning>

  7. Sweet! My first member!

  8. I just want to figure out how I get people to join the social group that I created. <perplexed> I just "jettisoned" work for the afternoon I think. Oh well.

  9. You're in elite company Clementine. ;-)

  10. Apparently. I can see all sorts of trouble coming from this new format... and that's why I lend it my strongest endorsement. ;-)

  11. It's a beautiful poem with lots of great meaning. Loving yourself is one of the hardest concepts for all of us to grasp. Even those who have a healthy love of self occasionally go through spells where they've "fallen out of love" so to speak. The secrets are always found through meditation and aloneness.
  12. Nerf Herder Sorry we broke up, sorry I missed you Sorry I wanted only to kiss you Sorry I promised to love you forever Made you feel guilty oh when you left me Sorry I showed up at your party Sorry I drank up all the Bacardi Sorry I puked up on your bedspread Sorry I wanted to be your boyfriend again What can I do? It's over it's over it's over it's over What can I do? I am the loser Sorry I saw you and I heard birds sing Sorry I touched you and I heard bells ring Sorry I jacked off outside of your window While you were sleeping, I thought you'd never know Sorry I showed up at your wedding Sorry I tried so hard to get in Sorry I screwed up your picture Sorry I had sex with your sister What can I do? It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over What can I do? I am the loser Sorry we broke up, sorry I missed you Sorry I wanted only to kiss you Sorry I promised to love you forever Made you feel guilty oh when you left me Sorry I showed up at your dinner Sorry I said those things to your father Sorry I crashed through your window on acid Sorry I made a mess Sorry I bled to death What can I do? It's over it's over it's over it's over What can I do? I am the loser
  13. Performed by National Lampoon on "National Lampoon Radio Dinner," a 1972 recording by Blue Thumb Records. Lyrics by Tony Hendra.
  14. Here's a poem about infatuation and unrequited love. Starry Configurations starry configurations am just a receiver divine recombinations am just a recordist receptionist - unhappy medium receptionist - unhappy medium excellent accommodations am just a bellboy beautiful surroundings am just some gravel or peat moss, what have you or peat moss, what have you now? why must you treat me like you do? don't you know it's all for you dear infatuation, you do not see me die here beside you in see-through obscurity governess, fancy less, we'll sound the alarm and drum up some simpleton for you to eat these apples from your eyes emptiness fills room your love's bud goes full bloom you don't love me aren't thinking of me why am I waiting for you to see I'm alive storybook ending am just a ledger hardly worth a mention or the paper it's written on and cried upon and kissed once by wax but still you treat me like you do with everything I've done for you striking like a bird of prey along your notepad now the only year that turns your way my dear diary: it's just you and me tonight you don't love me aren't thinking of me you don't love me aren't thinking of me tonight why am I waiting for you to see I'm alive? - B. Schwarzenbach
  15. Ex #1 - broke up 1.5 years ago. I am friends with this ex because we can really be friends. We met in my early 20s, were close friends for a year while each of us dated other people, then got together, fell in love, and stayed that way for a loooong time. At some point over the course of 10 years, life happened, and we no longer shared a romantic, physical connection. However, I will always love her. She was likely the "love of my life", and I grew up with her. I would not be who I am minus her. She is like family. Her family is like my family as well. The bond will always remain. She told me just last week that she has a new BF. I was sad. I didn't cry. I was sad for missing her, but sad in a happy way too. I just want so much happiness for her. I'm glad that she found someone, and I pray that he's good to her. She wished the same things for me. We're kindred spirits. Maybe i'll be at her wedding someday, or maybe she'll be at mine. Ex #2 - Broke up 8+ months ago. Ours is not a friendship. We still share a romance and physical attraction. Our frienship is a bit of a farce. I don't know what will become of it. I know who she is underneath all the walls, and that's why I fell in love with her, but I still have a lot of doubts that I will ever find that person again. She may be completely gone to me. It still makes me sad every week.
  16. It Takes Courage Author Unknown It takes strength to be firm, It takes courage to be gentle. It takes strength to conquer, It takes courage to surrender. It takes strength to be certain, It takes courage to have doubt. It takes strength to fit in, It takes courage to stand out. It takes strength to feel a friend's pain, It takes courage to feel your own pain. It takes strength to endure abuse, It takes courage to stop it. It takes strength to stand alone, It takes courage to lean on another. It takes strength to love, It takes courage to be loved. It takes strength to survive, It takes courage to live.
  17. I love your attitude on this. I feel exactly the same way. I only feel sorry for people who can't put themselves compeltely out there, aren't 100% committed, can only take the lover's hop for the less then devastated. If you don't risk it 100% then you don't feel the joy 100%. Everything is just "whatever" and you end up feeling that way about life. For everyone who has had their heart broken by real love, realize that a lot of people never get to experience that. Elliot Smith once wrote, "The joy is not the same without the pain." So, so true. Those who shield themselves from pain, will never get to see the wonder that is pure joy.
  18. Everyone can relate to this. What were you drinking? It's my experience that beer and wine will lead to sappy letters that get you nothing but pitty, whiskey will lead to anger and hostility, tequila will lead to a one sentence reply 3 days later with " * * * dude? Have you lost your sheet?", and Sambuca will actually get you laid. Seriously, it works. Don't believe me? Go down half a bottle of Sambuca, wait until about 1am, and then spill your guts. You'll have her back within 48 hours.
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