hi there,
i kinda now what your going through. After a year and a 1/2 of being with my girfriend cheated on me. There was a bad break up and
I thought I was going to die, my whole world was coming down on me
I freaked. After a while I took her back , but it was not the same .
She said she was sorry over and over and tried to make it up to me, but
i would not let her. I guess she got tired of paying for her mistakes and a year later she left me for good. That was two years ago, i tried to let it go
but I couldn't. I have had some really great girlfriends and they all have suffered because i could not get over her. Which puts me deaper in my hole. I'm just saying that the guy your with now might be you soulmate.
Don't let that possiblity pass you because your hung on your ex.
hope i helped.