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Hi there, ive been reading your thread and i just wanted to say, that i can totally relate to your situation. All my life, ive liked girls - i lost my virginity when i was 15 to one that was 21 Anyhow, only recently have i come to the realization that im not as interested in them as i originally thought. My emotions are no longer there, and the physical attraction to them does not exist at all. Its very strange and awkward to say the least. Similarly, ive met someone who i am almost convinced is gay/bi and yet he just doesnt seem to want to admit it. We seem to be very flirty around eachother, and he constantly comments on how i look good, or that my unshaven face makes me look "rugged". I know a few gay people (who dont know about my situation yet) who have met him and ALL agree that he is, but just isnt ready to come out yet or admit it to himself. Well... i have fallen completely for this guy. And its been driving me insane. We work together and every single time i see him my mind starts racing. I dont know how to act or what to say. I want to tell him so badly but just cant bring myself to do it because i value his friendship so much and id be devastated if he stopped talking to me or if things got awkward. So i guess i really have no advice to offer at this point seeing as how im in the same boat as you. I guess we will just have to take one day at a time and see where things go. However, i would definitely recommend that you call him. At least make contact when you are in his area again and see how things are, who knows...maybes hes changed his whole attitude and look and you will hate it Maybe his feelings have changed about you? you can never know right? Hopefully things work out for ya bud! Good luck. Let us know how it all goes! Cheers!