Okay, so I am 24 years old, have two beautiful children, and a wonderful husband who is completely understanding. We have been together for 6 years and married for 4. I have always been more into women and dated mostly women in high school, but because of my family's beliefs, I always had to sneak around. I love my husband, but honestly I love him as more of a best friend than a lover. Our sex life is tolerable, but it is nothing compared to when I am with a woman. I often wonder how much happier I would be if were true to myself. He knows how I feel about women and has no problem with me being intimate with a woman on the side, but I want more than that. I CRAVE more than that. If I were to come out I know my family would not be supportive and they would probably disown me. More importantly, how could I explain this to my two very young children? I also don't want to hurt my husband, and I know he would be devastated if I left him. I feel like I'm slowly dying inside. Is it worth it to lose my comfortable life to be truly happy?