poeticbliss22

only one of my close friends doesn't know but I dont think i will ever be able to tell her ......her mom is like my second mom and her mom has made rude comments about gay ppl and lesbians. I mean ....her mom is a bit racist too ....im the only mixed (black and greek) person that she knows and shes comortable with me becaue we were neighbors since i was 4 yrs old . Anyways Ive told everybody elsse that Im atracted to girls but not her. I just cant take that rejection its too hard. One of her friendss is alesbian and when she found out she moved her out off her top friendss on myspace and stopped talking to her i think shes naive because shes told me "can you elieve hes a lesbian ..i even changed in front of her" ....anyways my friendhip with her iss shallow these day because i cant really talk to her about my love lie because she doesnt know she does assk me occasionaly why i have never had a boyfriend.

I wish I had enough strength to usse those lines. Ive had no conact with my ex for 1 month and she text me in valentines day wishing me happy vday but i didnt respond to it. I know she will most likely contact me again and I will remember the lines you just posted.