if you're capable of commiting suicide, then you're capable of doing anything.
you must be really brave to do such a thing.I mean nobody actually knows what's after death, it could be the end of everything as you wish, but it might be the start of something worse, it could be like your punishment for not even trying, and then killing yourself,, they could make you be born again into a worse life......
yeah thats not good.. but then maybe you'll get what you want i mean, who's to know..
and thats kind of ironic, because you keep beating yourself down because you don't think you're worth anything, or w/e it is, and now you're capable of doing such a crazy thing, which actually shows that you're really brave, because honestly.. i wouldn't be able to do it.. im too scared of something nobody knows about... and i honestly would like to make this life last, because at least i know whats going on now, and what i can do or w/e, and not just go off and start something new that i dont know...
and honestly if you stop being so negative and stop pittying yourself, then you could be able to do whatever it is you want out of life.
and why is it that you hate yourself so much?, is it because you think you're ugly?
and if thats the case, why dont you just go work out and try to be the best, and have the best body you can ever have, and then if AFTER you have done this, you still feel you're ugly, even if AFTER you've gotten "ripped", you still think you're not worth anything, then you can think of committing suicide but then at least you tried to do everything in your power to change your life, and it didn't work.
you know what I mean?
honestly dont just go and commit suicide without at least trying to do everything in your power to change it.
if you hate liars, then stop being friends with them, if its your parents, move out and get a job and be by yourself doing whatever it is you want.
honestly its YOUR life, you can do with it whatever you want, but dont just go and end it without at least trying to do EVERYTHING in your power to change it, i mean come on now!!