but all of a sudden i've started to avoid going to work.
i cry at the drop of a hat
infact I have spent most of the morning in my office bawling.
i feel like i have no energy. I hate my body. I dont want to go out with friends anymore.
I dont know whats going on with me. Or what I can do about it, but I just recently started to feel this way.
I have a good job, i have SO many friends, I have plenty of good things in my life, but still i feel like i'm at the end of my emotional rope.
Any suggestions on what may be making me feel this way?
--i'll also add that my grandfather passed away in early december. a week before my birthday. my mother actually forgot about my 23rd birthday completely (which I understand) but she's still greiving and was put on antidepressants last week. MOnday, my mother found a lump in her breast and has to go in for a needle biopsy next tuesday. my dad found a lump in his arm last week and will also be having a biopsy done. My boyfriend has been asking me to move in with him, but he's a state away (he's an active member of the military) and I do want to be with him, but i'm scared that i wont find a job, or friends, or that he'll get sick of me. I also have a hard time with even thinking that I will have to leave behind my life long friends.
