Wow.. I finally got back to this thread. I started reading this in 2007 and when you stopped writing, it left me worried. Please update on how you and E are doing now.
You know, I can relate to E a lot. I express myself better in writing and most of the time, there are so many things I want to say, but I get shy and I just can't express it verbally. I do really think E loves you, but she seems so selfless and has cared about you so much throughout all these years that she was always concerned about your future happiness. With the whole sex thing, don't think that just because you can't recip