Its all so crazy... We attend a GrEaT church- but since he started this job we havent gone together for months... his schedule wont allow and I just wont go alone.. BUt thats no excuse.. Im going to church with or with out him!! I love church and my lord so .. Ill be going alone. We are searching for him another job so that he can stay home with me.. we talk about it all the time .. how we miss each other and cant wait to get out weekend together... We really deeply care about each other... dont get me wrong he really is my knid of guy.. he's my best friend.. the type of guy that would tell me anything even knowing he would be in trouble.. and its not like this is an everyday thing.. this is just an out of nowhere thing... I really dont understand it. I though everything was fine.. but working on the road is ripping us apart... I pray that he can find another job so that we can get back to our "normal" selves and love one another like we should be... enjoying our new marriage and commitment to each other.. ...