I'm an ugly guy too. I feel repulsive, vile, revolting...
I hate looking at photos of me, I hate looking in the mirror, I hate hearing the sound of my voice... et cetera.
Pretty girls only talk to me in bars and what have you to be polite (as we might have mutual friends). If I glance at them for more than two seconds, they look away in horror. They'd rather gaze at my handsome (male) friends.
I've never been flirted with my entire life. It seems to be reserved for beautiful people.
Life is wonderful, isn't it?