For the first time in my life I fell in love with a man so deeply that my soul finally felt alive. Life was wonderful. But something was killing me inside. I had lied to him over and over about my life before us getting together. He knew I was lying about it and would ask me about it frequently and each time, I lied. I knew that he would leave me if he knew I was lying to him, and come to find out, after I came clean, he left me anyway for lying. I thought that i could keep him as long as I could b/c either way he was going to leave me. Well, everything has all came to a head now, and i'm just waiting for the moment he tells me that he is leaving me for good. I am in love with him and I do not want to give up on our relationship. Any advice?