chelster127

i kno i'm a lil young but still.... and i am fully awhere that sum of these guys r just sayin that they luv me but i dont kno when i hear those three words i feel like.....i dont kno just extremely happy its just like i dont feel that loved from my family so when i hear them say it i get really happy and wanna do anything to keep them from sayin those other three word I HATE U!!!

i thnk its really nice tht u bought her a present and she prolly does have some sort of feeling for u but u gotta thnk of it this way sum gurl r really really shy especially when its a guy they really like but still dnt give up on her

Ok hey umm... i've been in about 15 relationships my entire life and in evy one i've ended up "doing sumthing" with these guys. time after time theres one guy tht i tell no then he ends up say "i luv u" and i fall for it i'm not tryin to be a Sl** but i just want a guy to luv me i dnt kno wat to do or say to guy in order to make our relationship last for more than two weeks. the only thing i kno how to do is do wat he wants and wat he says. sum of these guys r abusive but hey i guess if they say they luv me its OK! i just need sum advice plz help me

I kno i should tell sumone but its hard so i dnt tell anyone i thank u for tryin to help me see sum sort of light but i just dnt wanna leave my family u kno

Let me start this off by giving u a lil back ground info 1.MY LIFE SUCKS 2.MY DAD'S ABBUSIVE 3.MY FRIENDS ARE FAKE PPL Now lets just talk about last night i tried to write this then but i was to emotionally disabled at the time neways my best friend(lets call he bunny) called me last night and was all like blah blah blah i heard u was tlkin behind my back and all i said was nope then she starts cusing me out and i'm like sry then i hang up cus i'm not the type who likes drama so then bunny called back and said since u wanna act so childish then be tht way then she hung up on me! Nxt lets tlk about my family for one my mom is a punk she sees my dad hitting yelling kicking punching me all the time and guess wat she does absolutly nothing she says and i quote "we all have to go through pain to get where we wanna go" and i just shake me head and run to the bathroom and get my only best friend in the world my straight razor . My mom though i was cutting once wanna kno wat i told her i fell and scraped my armm alot of times the blind LOSER believed me lol!! my friends are so clueless they always say "chelsea dnt do that it cant be tht bad ur be so dramatic...." I hate it when ppl tell me my life isnt tht bad dnt et me wrong i kno wats goin on in the world and i care believe me i do but my life is bad to and its hard for me to pay attention to both. Everyday i feel like commiting suicide i mean evryday its easy to fake a smile but its not easy to lie to myself they only things i can count on is myself and my razor I sry tht this is extremely long i just needed to get this off my chest plz help i dnt kno wat to do i dnt kno how to go on living like this i just dnt :sad:

i feel so bad for u but u kno wat its not ur fault alot of us go through times where ppl tell us stuff and we feel like oh * * * * there lying and it turns out they weren't u just gotta try and tell urself tht its not my fault and dnt say the should of could of would of speech cus its not gonna help i hope u take my advice ~Chelsea

ur gurl is physco 4real she need cousiling i mean 4real