jade-louise

i feel that he does, and i know he is sorry for what he did, its just i have it in my head that what i said has probably affected him saying it forever now, i know its stupid and there more important things to worry about but i would hate to think that what i said has affected our whole relationship together.

one night my man and i were in bed,sleepy,he had his arms around me, we were almost asleep, out of nowhere he told me he loved me. it was the first time he had said it to me, we had been together for 2 years at that point. without thinking, i said...no you dont. basically long story short, 2 months into our relationship he had a drunken one night stand. i forgave him and we moved on, we got stronger, and he has never hurt me since. i dont know why i said it, maybe because of what he did at the start, i have no idea, it was just one of those things. in total we have been together for 5 years now, and he has never said it since off his own back, if i say it he will say it back. i spoke to him about it and told him my reasons and he said he understands. how do i make this right?