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Today I miss you a little extra. There's a softness in my heart where there was hate, or instead of hate. And I just miss you. You as a person surprisingly. Before all of the complicated bs.

Cypress Hill - Carry Me Away

The fact that I want to text her. I wont.

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Blade Runner 2049. Really well done.

The doc in charge of my medical clearance. Annoyed is an understatement.

Looking through my ridiculous posts from years ago

The Way of the Superior Man - David Deida

As was I, but I wasn't surprised. Good read, though.

East of Eden - Steinbeck

2 months later..lol, yes it's definitely good. Hope you picked it up.

^ that he is

The Alchemist - Paulo Coelho

What you did..everything you said..I just wanna ask you so bad.."are you effing serious?"

I hate how I feel about you even after all that has happened. I guess that's why I was so afraid to let go of the anger, I knew what would come after I let it go. It isn't as strong as it was before, the missing you, but its presence is bothersome because I know it isn't mutual. I know you don't wish that you could tell me funny things you encounter and then realize that you can't. I can't tell you how my terrible A's surprisingly beat the Yanks 4-3, I know you would've taken joy in that as well. But you have someone else for that now.

Miss you again..wish I didnt..

You know this is exactly why I wanted you to watch Fireproof, right? Kinda funny

I miss you so much, and I wish I didn't. I wish to God I didn't. I'll be so glad when this passes. I keep thinking about the good times, how much I miss holding you, looking into your eyes. It hurts like hell. Wish I could distract myself.

Just started Where Men Win Glory - John Krakauer

stopped reading "I hope they serve beer in hell" and started "the naked and the dead". Good stuff so far.

I hope they serve beer in hell

Lone Survivor - Marcus Luttrell

the art of seduction