i met the man of my dreams a month ago, and from the moment we saw each other we both knew something amazing was happening. it was like the world stopped, and honestly i have never really been a believer in that love at first sight stuff. but when we spoke to eahc other it was as if fate had brought us together. he fulfilled everything i ever wanted in a man, and he told me that i was everything and more of a woman he thought he would ever meet.
we have spent the past month having the most amazing time ever. spending everyday together movies, restaurants partying, chilling. amazing. there has only been one hiccup. he KEPT mentioning his ex girlfriend like everyday, in the context of what a she is. they broke up after 5 yrs, only six months ago. its still on his mind - and on hers because she calls and messages him. it was beginning to bother me so i said something to him. three days later (two days ago) he held me closely and then told me that he loved me but that he would have to break up with me. i was shocked and started to cry. after ahalf hour i left his place and came home. he called me a few hours later. i didnt answer. but texted him a shrt and sweet message sayin i hope he is ok and would speak to him soon. then i never clled him back. the next day he called me again. i didnt answer. he texted to ask if i wanted to chill, maybe go for coffee. i said i had plans but that i hope things are good.
that was abt a day and a half ago. feels like a millennium cuz i miss him sooo bad.
he hasnt called me, and i havent called him. i miss him like crazy.
what should i do. he is the one who dumped me so i cant call him. i too have my pride. but at the same time, i know i never want to love anyone else but him. hellllp!
