So my ex calls and leaves a message on my phone.....saying that he got this feeling that he should call me.
We broke up at the beginning of December (2.5yr long relationship), pretty much by him forcing me to break up with him. I try to stay away from him, do not call him, have had pretty good NC except that once in awhile I see him at the university we go to or at parties (we live in a smallish city).
I'm seeing someone new I don't really feel all that into. I was at a bar with this new guy on the weekend and I'm pretty sure my ex saw me with him.
I'm not sure if this is why he's calling??? Jealousy? But anyways, it makes me sooo sad that he might want to talk to me, I mean, it is heartbreaking for me to imagine that he actually CARES about me in some way, I've been trying to forget about him...I know he still wants to be friends, but I can't be friends with him because I'm in love with him still.....and getting back together won't work either, and it really hurts me to imagine that he MIGHT want to get back together.....and then I'll be more hurt when I talk to him and he just wants something of his that's at my place or something.
I guess I just needed to vent. I feel extremely anxious about this, I don't know if I should return his call. I don't know what he'll want. Help!!!!