Hi,
My ex and i got back together (went out for about a year and good friends the year before) where it wasn't offical about a month and a half away, everything was fine until the last couple weeks where she was avoiding me. she just went through a breakup about 2 months ago with another guy where she came out in very bad from.
anyhow, in the last 2 weeks she was avoiding me compare to her trying to get my attention. i found out last friday when she was over her for 3 days that she was sleeping with someone else where she went sick at me cause i spoke to this guy on her phone. that is how i found out via her sms and sms him back asking do u enjoy sleeping with me and he goes yes and i asked from her phone sms, do u enjoy the sex as well and he goes "definitely, what wrong?" she went sick and saying i was going through my phone which she always does anyhow. she admit the night before that she goes through my phone.
i haven't spoken to her since until i went over there last night and she was running me down bad and saying the worst things possible. she was drunk and out of control where this guy rocked up. on friday last week she said she wanted comfort cause she needs it right now. she didn't admit to sleeping with this guy and was on the phone to him after i found out with my spare room door locked. last night while i was outside, they were making out and i called her every name u could think of and how low she is for turning into something she didn't want to be. she did have this big thing against being with 2 people at once where now she denies ever being with me to this guy and that she has friends that i told her yeh that u sleep with when i'm not around.
it end just after that when i told he what i thought of her and this guy won't be there for u. this guy goes that he had a g/f with 2 daughters and sleeping with her at the moment but not my ex. i couldn't believe how low she turned out. i called her some names that spark her off and she tried to kicked me where i blocked and pushed her over. next she got up and throw and punch at me which connect and i ran at her and hit her with full power in the head. she went down like anything and this guy went sick and told me to leave which i did.
i just can't believe she was sleeping with others while she was with me and that she treated me like saying i rude her life cause i rang this other guy and i said u are playing me and this guy around, u can't do that.
it hurts so bad cause i thought she did care about me cause last week my grandpa died and she came right over for 3 days. she said she even wanted to go out with me again.
how do u move on from something like this. i've never had such a bad breakup like this before where she had hit me and i've broken up with her but this is the first time i have ever hit a girl in my life and i've had alot of bad breakups but never any voilence. btw, she was put in hospital by her old ex for bashing her.
i'm going through a hard enough time now and she just doesn't care and sleeps around. i can understand why she sleeps around cause she was always insecure but she has never suck this low! i'm jelous and i still do care about this up girl mainly cause she is out of control. before this, i didn't really care and it was just casual sex and hanging out but her behaviour lately is unbearable. i can't believe i hit her but it did feel right after she did hit me and for what she has done 2 me!
how do i move on from this??? i'm so hurt right now!
