Hi, I'm 24 and I met this girl through a social anxiety workshop. Now we are sort of friends and we've hung out a couple of times.
I have this powerful feeling that she thinks I'm a wuss-bag. She may like me as a friend, but I'm not sure if she respects me.
It's a horrible feeling and I feel it whenever I'm around her. So I associate this bad feeling with her and decide that I don't like her, but I wonder if this is just my own insecurity and has nothing to do with her.
I don't know, it's like subtle cues I get from her that she thinks I'm a weakling to be pushed around. It sounds crazy, I wonder if it's all in my head. I can't seem to separate my feelings about myself from reality. How do I tell which is which?
Should I still hang out with her, or should I stop?
