Me (age 21) and my ex(age 20) dated for a year and 7 months, (mine and her longest relationship). we broke up because i cheated on her in the beggining yet we got back togeather b4 there was other things like i was smoking pot and wasnt really tryin to earn her trust back. anyway weve been broken up now for 5 months and just recently weve started talking again and hanging out. we both still have feelings and both still love each other, yet when i tell her i want more she tells me she just wants to be friends. now i would totally be like ok, if it wasnt for the fact shes calling me all the time talking to me like were dating and doing things that you would do if you were dating. for instance when we hug its not just a friendly hug, its tight one where you dont want to let go, and when we were dating she used to have me sing to her when she was upset or couldnt sleep, somtimes just because.. but yea now she is asking me to sing to her and things like that but like i said when i tell her i want more she tells me she dont feel the same and just wants to be friends i just dont understand. (shes even calling me right now as i type this, i ask her whats up and she says "i just wanted to call and say hi)
When i look at the breakup i totally respect her, a girl like her deserves to be treated like a princess not to be messed around on and hurt..... now i look at the break up as a possitive thing a learning exsperiance ( everything happens for a reason) ive stoped smoking and ive cut down on drinking alot, i want more then anythign to have her trust and would never cheat on her again but i just dont know what i should do.... lately ive been soo stressed out with college, im the captain of my college's cross country team, im working and tryin to get over her, since weve started being friends again it seems some of the stress is goin away but i want more (?(?(what do i do)?)?)
