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loobylou

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  1. thanks all!! think im over my self indulgent down in the dumps today.......... its not nice to be that down but luckily it hasnt lasted long...... the persons involved on the site took their membership away.... the other person was suspended for a while till she calms down..... im actually enjoying having the break at the minute from being on there to help everyone else as sometimes that alone can get you down i think they just finished off what isnt a good time in my kids growing older and the fact i wont have any more.....but im lucky and happy to have what i have........ hope everyone else is ok thankyou again x
  2. hi didnt know where to post this and im feeling stupid and weak....i have had 2 mentle breakdowns in the past and have been hospitalised......i have done ok for the last 4 years.....have a great partner and children that i love.....but i have no siblings.and strong minded friends who just say ''pull yourself together'' when i dont want to pull myslef together i just want to talk to someone and let out how im feeling.......the government doesnt fund my cpn nurse anymore aparently...great news....i really miss her....... i have been part of an online community for the last year and i love it there helping others and having a laugh..... but this week its all gone wrong........i was attacked by a group of *** and have been targetted for their fun...... little do they know how upset i am that i feel i cant face the community i love so much as im not that a confident person....... tonight its just hit me so hard that i have no-one to talk to when im down....and im 40 soon and my children are growing up....i will be left feeling more useless than i feel already as i cannot work....... i sit alone all day just lonely now im not joining my community friends im just sat with tears streaming down my face and needed to get it all out x
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