hi, i have always had insecurities with my body, and after having my son i felt worse, i had a medical condition when i was pregnant and it caused me to put on 4 stone in weight. with the help of my man i started to think that everyone is different, thats what makes the world go round, if everyone looked the same what a boring place the world would be lol.
Im still not happy with myself, but, i dont let it bother me at all now, i just learnt to let it go and get on with my life, our sexlife has never suffered, i dont know, i guess because he gives me so much confidence in myself that i dont think about the little things now. my man watches porn when i go away, i know because i told him its ok if he does, i am the one sleeping with him every night, sharing his life, his feelings, i have everything i want with him so i really dont care if he wants to watch a bit of porn. we watch it together sometimes.he watches quite a bit of asian porn but it doesnt for one min mean he is going to run off with an asian woman.....its only like me with my irish accent fetish....think about this, he is with you, he fathered your child, there is a reason he broke up with his ex, if he wanted her he would still be with her, hes not, hes with you, good luck