karin

M also has to take viagra for E.D. He has a little vial that he keeps it in in his pants pocket. He never goes anywhere without his viagra. Why does he need to take that with him now that he's married to me? I just wonder sometimes..........

I have been married for 6 months. Since the marriage I have encounter some situations that lead me to believe that I have married a man that is not very nice, and who has no conscious. I had warning signs before the marriage that I chose to ignore. I knew about a previous year-long sexual relationship he had with a woman who had a live-in boyfriend. I knew about his nonexistent relationship that he had with his two children. In fact he blames his children for his failed relationship with them. I knew members of his family were mean. His younger sister has been mean to me since I first met her. And in the past few months M has been mean to me also. He makes a point of belittling or embarrising me in front of his family whenever he gets the chance. Now when we go to any family functions I usually keep quiet so as not to give M any chance to make a fool of me. Also, M used to like my dogs. But since the marriage that has changed too. He hurt one of my dogs because she misbehaved. As long as everything goes his way, he's great. But do something he doesn't like, and watch out. I'm a really mellow easy going person. Not much gets me angry and if I do get mad it's not vindictive anger. Needless to say, he's kind of pushed me around and I have let him. So now, I am stuck for the rest of my life with someone who isn't very nice. Don't get me wrong, when things are going his way he is wonderful. So sweet and nice. But life isn't that way is it? Nothing ever goes completely one persons way. So maybe, if I just keep showing him what nice is, maybe he will figure out that nice is the way to be. Does love always win??? Does good always conquer evil???? I know that no one can really help me now. I really just need to tell someone what my life is like now. Because no one really knows. So thank you for listening............say a prayer for me.