n2ndplace

I think that being single has a lot to be happy about. But I am still looking for that man that can love me like I really want to be loved. And makes me happy to return that same love. I would love to have that fairy tale relationship. The MR. RIGHT that wants you as much as you want him. I just can't seem to find a man that I want that much.

Yes it is a hard way to live. I have been divorced for 13 years. Had several boyfriends over the years. But they just didn't seem to be what I really wanted. Now I know a man who is the most wonderful, handsome , sexy , kind man I have ever known. And he will never be mine. That is worse than not knowing anyone in particular that you think you would want. Is it better to know, and see someone you wish you could have, or just not know. I don't know. It just is not good.

I , want to have it all... The fun the crazy, and the passionate sex, that deep look into each others eyes. But I would sure like to have that with a man I was in love with, and loved me.... Asking too much???? I am determined NEVER again to settle for less.

I was married for 22 years to a man who loved me, but could not stop abusing me. I believe that he did love me. But I also believe his problems, inside himself, kept him from being able to control himself. Don't spend years waiting for him to change. Statisics say he won't. Move on, and find someone who can love you, and respect you.