Hi All,
After spending a significant amount of time here in this forum and reading all the valuable advices given on getting over a heart-break, I would like to post for the first time.
I was a rebound for my ex who was in a 4yrs LTR. I took the breakup quite badly after our 6mths r/s ended, though deep inside i knew the relationship wasn't gonna work out because she doesn't love me and I love her to bits.
Well, she dumped me a month shy of her birthday but I've already made arrangements for both of us to go on a holiday. During the one month, I tried NC and I thought I will be able to handle going on the trip with her.
The trip ended on a sour note with the both of us exchanging angry words. On hingsight, I kind of provoked her into the argument because I wanted her to feel the same pain which I was going through.
I've made it clear to her at the beginning of the trip that I don't wanna have any contact with her after the trip. (She immediately suggested we be friends after she dumped me.)
Upon reflection, I understand that the hurt/pain is for me and me only to savour and i shouldn't have imposed it on her or anyone else.
So, i'm asking everyone here whether I should write her a letter apologizing for ending the trip on a sour note and wishing her the best in her future or should I just maintain no contact?
I don't know whether it will eat me up if I don't apologize to her.