egygirl

I love you soo much. My love for you was pure. I wanted nothing in return, only your love back. When you were nothing, I was with you. When you had no money, I was there standing by you. If you had nothing and only lived in a box on the street, I would be right there next to you. Tell me if you will find another girl who would do the same for you where you're from. I doubt it. They only care about money and what you can give them. Who sat with you for hours and made you laugh, helped you to grow intellectually, showed you tenderness and care, and made sure YOU were ALWAYS happy...it was ME! I was committed to you, I loved you more than any woman will ever. Why am I not good enough? How can you move on like it is nothing? You broke my heart so bad you almost killed me...but you...your life is just grand! a new job, life, you'll soon be engaged....what about me? I'm still alone...I'm still hurting...and I can't get you out of my mind...you put a hold on my heart and my thoughts.... Is it fair that you can just move on ....doesn't God punish those who hurt ones who don't deserve to be hurt? Will you ever regret losing me? Do you still love me? What do I do now? It's been 2 weeks...and I don't know what to do I don't know how I can live without you....