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i didnt mean that. we didnt even go to the point of taking our clothes off. Something always was telling me to stop and get out of there, and each time, i had to force myself out from there after we got physical

I spent just one evening with each one of them and i did get physical with them, but stopped half way because i suddenly felt guilty about the whole thing. i know i was not being fair to my gf, but i still went and visited them, even after i could almost guess what was going to happen. I seem to have put myself in these situations being aware of everything. Maybe something in me even wanted that to happen, but i still love my gf. How can this be possible?

I am in love with my girl friend and we have had this relationship for over three years now. But there is a big problem which gets me worried terribly. I dont seem to have any control on myself when it comes to other women. I was away traveling in Europe last year where i happened to meet my ex-gf. We spent an evening together at her place and eventually i went to sleep with her. We didnt do much, but still we were physically very intimate and i couldnt control myself at all. I also have had a friend i met on the internet about 5 years ago, and i know she likes me a lot. A few weeks back she was visiting my city and i happened to visit her at her hotel room. I was feeling uncomfortable meeting her because i love my gf very much and i knew she wouldnt like my meeting someone like this at a hotel room. She said she missed me, hugged me and kissed me once. I dont know what came over me, but i just forgot everything else and lost all control. But after a few mins i realized what i was doing and immediately left the room. These incidents have happened in the last year while i have been dating my gf and we have had a great relationship physically. Thats why it worries me so much. I dont know if i should ever tell her this. I feel very guilty about what happened, but at times i still fancy having sex with them. Does this mean i can never be faithful to my gf. Should i tell her or try to forget what happened and move on? Please help.