My Story. I have been involved in an emotional affair with a MM now since Jan. We have know each other for 8 years, we live very close to one another.
I told him of my attraction to him in Jan, he said he felt the same attraction. With that out in the open we have continued to talk a couple of times per week, when we are alone. We made the mistake of hugging onto each other one day that lead to more hug's, some touching and so forth, but no actual Sex.
In late may we spent to hours alone together mostly talking, I think that day we realized that if we dont' stop we could go all the way. The problem here is I believe we are in love. I can feel it when we look at each other. I just told him I loved him for the first time the other day. He did not say it back but he does not have to.
We talked again the next day. I asked him if he would ever leave his wife for me, his repsonse was he could never hurt my husband. I thought that was strange because if he REALLY loves his wife wouldn't he say he would be afriad of hurting her first? Also how can he love her to the degree he say's if #1 he does not even think what we have done so far is infedelity? I know that I am not in love with my husband the way I used to be, but at least I know that.
He also seems to want to end our little thing here, but than say's he would like to hug one minute every now and then, then the next minute NO hugging? I am soooo confused because I REALLY love him!
