I Wanna Take My Life in Suicide & Self-Harm Posted May 23, 2008 nothing wonderful happens anymore -- im on 7 forums - music - just started singing again If it makes you feel less alone... I'm a singer, too. I'm not very good, and it's pretty much all I live for too. I'm sorry about all your pain, and even though, in the end, it's your choice what you do with yourself... I hope you don't pull through. As pathetic and miserable as life is... maybe you might wanna consider what the only good thing in Pandora's Box was? Hope. Maybe think about that for a bit and let it sink in. No matter how bad things get, we always have hope... realistic or not. I know how hard it is losing a parent... I lost my dad almost 3 years ago... it hurts to this day, but I just gotta accept it and try to go on with my life the best I can. Sorry I can't think of anything else to make you feel better... but I hope you hang on, for hope's sake.