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  1. This might be rather lengthy but I need to talk to someone about it and I'm not really sure where to put it but this looks good. Okay here's the situation. I'm 18 years old. I'm currently living with my mom, grandma, and two sisters. I'm currently unemployeed. I can't seem to get hired in anywhere. I've applied at (and yes I've actually kept count of the places) 18 places and routinely checked to see the status of my application and not a single one of them has returned any positive results. My mom isn't employeed because she's a natural lazy (choice word) and doesn't want to work for her money. She wants other people to support her. My grandma can't work because she is on disability from emphysema and my sisters aren't working because they are both young and still in school. So basically this house hold thrives on SSI and child support. The current debacle is that I have a future ahead of me. I have so many ideas and so many things that I want to accomplish. I want to do more and be more. I want to make something of myself. Obviously that isn't going to happen by me staying here. The problem is I'm not sure if I should leave here and go to a relative's house. I feel like I'd be denying my flesh and blood but they're holding me back from doing so much in life. Is there anyway I can get over this hump and gain the confidence to leave here?
  2. To CynicalGuitarist: Great observation. I couldn't have put it in better words. To nicorette: I have one but I'm not sure how it would run with her. I don't have any intention of changing who I am. I like who I am. ^_^ Should I run it past her that I'm looking for someone or what?
  3. I just think it's complete and total bs that no matter how hard I try, I always end up the one hurt. My buddy and I had this discussion the other day and he was the same way I was but his ex pushed him over the edge and now he's an toward girls. I thought I should do the same thing, with the mentality of treating them how they want to be treated, but that's definitely IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM me. And that is IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM how all women act. I know that for a fact. I know this is something that I have to cope with because it's reality. It just sucks hardcore that it has to be like that. An example that I have, which this example is mostly my fault for being a retard, I want to descirbe the last six months of my life. I was very interested in a girl I've known for a few years. I spilled my feelings to her and she said that she was flattered but wasn't ready to date anyone yet. I should have ended it right here, but I decided to wait for her. I wanted to see something happen between us so bad that I just felt compelled to wait. I had given up about a month in and then she goes and says all these sweet things to me about the concept of us. Again, me being stupid, I fell for it. A month later, she starts dating this kid who she talked to, for quite literally, three hours. I stopped talking to her for a very long time and then she had the nerve to come to me and ask me why I stopped talking to her. I never answered and just watched as their relationship fell apart slowly. A few weeks after they broke up, she came to me complaining about how bad her life is now and all this other bs. I started feeling sorry for her. I think she knew that because she started saying things about us again. Naturally, being a retard, I fell for it again. Well she did a nice job of leading me on for the next month or two and then I hear that she starts dating her ex from two years ago. All the while she was telling me she wanted a nice guy and all that other jazz. So she goes back to a guy who's just in it for a wham, bam, thank you maam.... and she knows it. A lot of that was my fault for not listening to myself in the first place but it's a prime example of what I'm talking about. Most girls say one thing, go for the complete opposite, and don't care about what it does to the people they led on. I know there's a girl out there looking for a guy like me. I know there is. I just wish it wasn't such an absolute pain in the to find her!!!
  4. Something similar to this may have been posted on here and this may be taken as an "I'm feeling sorry for myself" post but I can assure you that it isn't. I just really want an honest answer. It's directed more toward the ladies here. Do girls not want a good guy anymore? Do they not want someone moral, respectful, caring, kind, and affectionate? Do they not want someone who will not only be their lover but their friend as well? Is that such a frightful concept? I mean I hear a lot of girls say that's what they want but they go for the complete opposite type. Am I missing something here?
  5. Thanks for the advice you guys. I've decided to stick with my morals. My respect for those gives me more confidence that when I get into a real relationship, it'll be a powerful one. Thanks for all the help people.
  6. I'm new here and I just figured I'd ask this to see if anyone had some advice. I'm a moral guy. I haven't been in too many relationships because of that, and because of that also, only one intimate one. I haven't been in a relationship, nor had a date, for about a year now (my technique is probably a little rusty ^_^) Anyway the thing is I'm having a moral battle with myself. I miss the intimacy with a woman. I also miss some of the sexual benefits of being with a woman like making out, fingering her, etc... The thing is I miss them quite a bit. Should I go against my morals and consult one of my female friends for some TLC or should I just stick it out until I get into another relationship? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance.
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