sexycowgirl

but the thing is she talks to me as nothing happened...that she wants the 4 of us to hang out again like we used to a few years ago...and its like "i've mentioned it before and you've said no?" like she don't care if him and i hang out, go to the bar, n crap...yet she stopped hanging out with other guys (so she said)... like yes i know it takes two to tango...so im not putting all the blame on him...its mixed between us... but like...from what her boyfriend said (i didn't tell her, he did) that she like litterally cracked out laughin...and doesn't care...i keep gettin the feeling that shes cheating on him or something... i personally would care if i found out my boyfriend was cheating on me with his ex...which is why i jus dumped the last boyfriend... jus...i unno...i guess this is more a rant then anything...jus worries me...i know the guys a good guy...

she laughs...she laughs at the fact that he cheated on her with me...i don't get it... im the guys ex, and she laughs...he cheated on her with me...why does she laugh? him and i felt horrible, and agreed to tell her...and like..she laughs? so she makes it out that shes all content but now shes goin around tellin ppl im a skanky thats tryin to steal her boyfriend from her...when its not true...i wasn't into him...he wanted me...and sure i wanted him in a way...but i totally wasn't expecting it...he made the first moves...and i waited a while to make sure its what he wanted... so like...his choice...he cheated...and she laughs? like ?

i've been told im hot, im sexy, and just amazing...that i can get any guy i want...well its not true...its the guys i want that continue to tell me i can get any guy i want...but i want them, but they wont take me... i constantly get myself into a FwB situation...i fell for one guy and now i never hear from him anymore..and now im finding myself fallin for another guy...and im scared im gonna lose him... like why? why do guys tell girls they can get any guy they want? but they don't want them...and continue to tell the girl how hot, and wonderful, etc etc she is... Why?

ur grade 10 and what grade is he? grade 7?