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  1. ravenfox
    ditto
  2. ravenfox
    grr he said its because when he asked me on my birthday last year what i wanted to do for my birthday i said nothing much. and he was just doing what he was told to make me happy. did i just stick my foot in my mouth!
  3. ravenfox
    its ok to be worried! but seems like she really likes you and you dont have grounds for this worry at all!
  4. ravenfox
    hun its getting worse! your feelings are right - trust your gut instinct and respect yourself above what he feels or anyone thinks!
  5. ravenfox
    my mum says hes spoiled since everything has always been handed to him and no demands are ever made of him. I suppose since no demands are made he never learned to do things for others. But he does do things for his friends and school mates - just forgets me because i have not been active on this! Tomorrow! today is for cake, naps and good novels!
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    HE forgets everything! thanks for making me feel better although i am not doing anything i love relaxing and being lazy so today has been ideal! yes i TOOK the present! even though he had a fit when i did and basically had a baby tantrum and said hurtful stuff and left (making me feel like he had/will break up with me!) but i told him its mine ! you guys were right its sooo between me and this lady it doesn't involve him at all! it was a small desk clock - very lovely - matches my bedding. best part is i dont feel like all these years they dont like me because they have been reciprocating my little presents - feels very good that he was just hiding them and i am really liked and appreciated by that nice lady. He doesnt forget EVERYTHING - he remembers: his friends - cars - computer games or anything thats pleasing to him. I am not going to talk today because I dont want to rot my day with his excuses! Tomorrow I will ask him why he forgets ME exclusively - he has no excuse as I just spoke with him on the tele for about an hour. Thanks you all for the sweet wishes - putting up with my venting - and the always fantastic advice.
  7. ravenfox
    yes if its wax and you havent spread it (still in the can but melted) its fine to let it harden and reuse it later.
  8. ravenfox
    try the weights! my buttocks, hips, flank and belly was very cellultish and i have been doing weights for about 6 years - you would never know it was like a soft cheese look before i toned up!! it has made it to the point that i think this summer i will even wear skirts - which i have not since i was 14! I also use cocoa butter to make sure my skin stays elastic and to reduce the apperance of the bad stretchmarks i have on my lower body (i have a connective tissue problem so the elastin in my skin breaks and scars easily and i was recommended to buy a cocoa butter formula - cheap creame the kind pregnant women use - its actaully cheaper than even body lotion but very good for holding in mositure) you can also try massage to increase circulation! i havent tried it because i dont have the time and spas here are expensive but my physician said it could help my skin to have a deep and HARD massage to increase circulation.
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    awwww what a rat well now you know hes a brat who doesnt appreciate the admiring sweet gf he has! i have done this - spyed on his forum where he complains to his buddies about me and i confronted him - i suggest you do that - its hard but remember your #1 and you deserve some respect - plus you did not invade his privacy as this is posted for the WORLD to read! how horrible of him!
  10. ravenfox
    gaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh he forgot again 4 years and he forgets every time !!!!!!!!!!! i just wanted a happy birthday before he hung up ](*,) is that SOOOO MUCH TO ASK??????????????? i am not even going to bother to remind him this year i always remmeber with a card + present + many wishes the minuite the clock strikes his special day! what about meeeeee? *wails and howls while beating the floor and kicking the air* ooook thanks for letting me vent - i do feel better though
  11. ravenfox
    i know how you feel! i too hate making others feel bad!! i think we haveto be more selfish!
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    i dont have a hard time loosing weight but keeping it off i guess i never transition from loss to maintain state i lost 80 lbs and gained back 60 - lost 40 gained 10 - lost 20 - gained back 50! i dont know what to do but this has been over the past 2 years. overall i went from a high of 186 to a low of 122 to now at 158 i think about this all day and its a source of a majority of my pain/bad feelings i dont think i have had a slice of cake or ice cream without jealousy since i was 12 there is never a time i am not embarking or ending a diet - but after the loss gain cycles it sucks up your motivation and sometimes i just let myself go for 2 weeks and binge and then freak out when a event is coming and work it off i want to maintain a healthy weight of 140 for a LONG time i just dont feel motivated anymore. also i am all out of diets and fed up of doing it right and yo yoing on the "doing it the right way" programme. i guess i need motivation more than anything since i already know i am capable of loosing weight the right way! does anyone know of good diet progress sites or forums that they belong to or can recommend.
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    i have the oddest problem i have come accross lately i am obsessed with heights i recently moved into a complex and live on the 27th floor for some odd reason i am obsessed with falling or feeling how it would feel? but not dying. i often find myself standing on tables when i am on the phone or wondering what it would be like to fall over when i am standing on a chair by the window. i think this may be because of my recent (past few months) watching autopsies on people who have fallen/jumped. i dont understand why my minds doing this except it makes me scared to go outside on the sundeck and such. i also feel really troubled with jealousy and my bf of years actions as of late - almost separated as of this week - feeling sorry for myself i have self banned myself from opening windows or going on the sundeck. but i want to understand why my mind is so fixated with heights in general?
  14. ravenfox
    oh god i called to ask got angry and 1 hr later we broke up im in a daze i dont even know what happened right now i just typed this bc this threads still open on my computer two years and just like that i dont understand ANYTHING
  15. ravenfox
    oh god girl you and me both i wish i had xray vision bc i dont even care if i get a present i just like opening stuff i haveto really use my most controlling conscious voice when i package sit for my neighbours nothing like shredding a box open to make a day! NG ron hes is not - hes annoying the hell out of me - he even has a valentine because he doesnt flirt but he doest stop other girls from flirting with him! how ridiculous ! i am still making him cookies bc it makes me happy and on valentines my fav bball game is on so whatever he does is fine by me *too angry to care*
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