cleophis

Thank you all for your advice. You told me pretty much what I already knew but needed to hear from someone else I guess. I talked with my boyfriend last night and told him I was still having doubts. That obviously something wasn't right if I was having these feelings. So we decided it was best to go our separate ways. It sucks, but if it's not right, it's not right. There's nothing either of us could have done.

I've been with my boyfriend off and on for 6 months. The first few months were great. We have fun together, we have so much in common. I can tell him anything and totatlly be myself with him. He's everything I could want but, he's not exactly the guy I see myself spending my life with. I'm at a poing in my life where I want to get married. Not anytime soon but I atleast want to know in my heart that this is the one for me. So we spent a couple months apart while I tried to figure out if this is the relationship I want to be in. we dated other people but nothing panned out. We decided a couple weeks ago to give it another try. But I'm still not sure. As I said before he is everything I'm looking for. He's just not who I pictured ending up with. Now I'm torn, I don't know if I should just be happy with what I have, or tell him I'm still not sure and end things definitely, and risk losing the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. And if we break up I may never find that ideal guy I want. And if I do find someone else who's to say he would be the one. I know my boyfriend loves me very much and I love him, I just don't know if I'm just so scared of being alone that I'm settling which isn't fair to either one of us. What should I do?