I don’t know what to do because I love him truly. And he loves me. We have a great relationship to be honest. He motivates me to become better, he supports my dreams, he’s there for me, he treats me like a queen. It’s just his baggage and now this - it’s so hard for me because I don’t want this to be over but I’m afraid of what could happen in the future. I don’t know how to help him. I don’t want to lose myself either.